Fine Arts

Have I been slacking on my web page? Yes! I am the first to admit to that! Between my normal job in the military and being busy with doing portraits, I needed a way to express myself in more ways. How? I wanted to learn something new and then be able to bring it to future clients that would like to see them as a piece that is truly timeless artwork.

Back in October I reached out to a friend of mine that owns his own studio and earned his Master Photographer degree from the Professional Photographers Association for help and he opened up a Pandora’s box inside of me by doing some of the Fine Art’s pieces that you might have been seeing on my Instagram. Getting some of my creative juices going, I slowly took baby steps of learning my many times failing, in order to give Spokane the work that other photographers haven’t been giving them. The service that others haven’t been giving and to make individuals have the works of art that some have been wishing to have.

Today I am in a happier place by giving my clients the quality of work that they have been wishing for and searching for, but I am still trying to up my game in making the experience that Spokane deserves each and every time.

2021 Year in Review (Personal reflections about life and what 2022 has in store)

First of all, Happy New Year! Just 12 days late though =) You see I have an excuse and that excuse would be this:

It is no lie that I am an open individual. I am one that hopes that my story might help someone out in the future. I hold no punches, I am blunt and to the point (on some topics) but I am one that is wanting to try and help someone out that might be in my shoes or has ever had some dark thoughts go through their mind at some point. I want you to know that to who ever might be reading this that might be in that dark season of life, you are not alone, and you do not need to struggle alone. To know that you can go from “Rags” to “Riches” when you put your mind, body and soul into things. It is also because of the blessings of God that I am still here.

To start out from my last blog post, that was the last time that I was actually living in an area with a roof over my head. You see, I was kicked out of base housing because my wife moved out. I was not welcomed in my place of residence because I didnt have a live in spouse. Her and I had our issues, but during the time of my deployment she fell into the arms and bed of another man and decided to go live with him. (That will be the last time I will ever bring her up in one of these blogs. I am just saying this now so you have full range of what has happened to get the full story of the steps that I had to go through to where I am now.) I had some very good friends that came over to my place on base and helped me pack up everything that I owned execpt for my uniforms and the cat box and put it all in storage. I ended up living in my car with Ruger and Lundy for just about a month. Going from parking lot to parking lot to sleep in. I would bring Ruger into work with me from time to time so he has more than a few feet to move around in from day to day. I would eat maybe two or three times a week but made sure my “boys” had their food. Everything I had went to bills that the future ex and I accumilated. Plus I couldnt find an apartment due to the fact that Ruger was a German Shepherd, and here in Spokane, German Shepherds are considered an “aggressive breed.” Ruger and Lundy are my family; heck, the only family that I have left! I refuse to give up these two animals that saved my life from my suicide attempt that I had when I got back from my deployment. I mean, how would you feel coming home after being gone for six months with no one there?

Anyways…

After living in my car for the month, I was thankful to go over to the place that I always felt welcomed at. The “studio!” I vented to one of my best friends, Gavin, and he offered to live in his shed that was on his property out in Deer Park Washington. After gathering up my bed from the storage unit, and some other clothing, I moved into his shed and felt welcomed by Gavin, and his roommates (Scotty, Rayce and Hardy) and Ruger had a place to actually run around and chase things. Mostly the goats that lived on the property.

In the month of May and into June, I contracted COVID-19 and I felt like straight up death! I would sleep for 20 hours out of the day and be woken up by Ruger to go out or when Rayce would knock on my door to make sure I was still alive and to make sure I was drinking water. During the time that I was sick/recovering I participated in the third annual “Same Dress Spokane.” This project is when we have 10 other photographers come together to have common goals where it is Community over Competition, and for us to show off our creativity, but most of all to help raise money for the Spokane Humane Society. My good friend, Rachel Fellows, goes out thrift shopping to find a classy dress or one that is just off the wall and us select few photographers have a week with the dress and do whatever we want with it. Minus getting it wet or wrecked. After our week is done, we pass the dress off to the next person and we do not post our finished images until a certain date. Well, the dress, like normal, was a beautiful one but challenging due to the reflective nature of it. I used a past co-workers wife as my model, the amazing Amber Blackstock in the Garland District area of Spokane city. In this area there is an alleyway that has nothing but graffiti and with themes and such. Amber and her husband Cameron, saw what the dress looked like and thought of David Bowie from the 1970s early 1980s. Low and behold, in the alleyway, there was a David Bowie mural that was painted on the wall. Amber painted her face with a matching lightening bolt, and not only did she look beautiful in the dress, but she played the roll as well. I am amazed by my supporters here in my work and willing to go the extra mile to help me out to bring out my best. After the revealing of the images, the dress went up for auction on Ebay and fetched a handsome $1800!! The most we have ever had!! I honestly cant wait for this years dress and what I can do with it along with whoever might be my model.

Also in June, well the end of June into July, I went home back to Michigan for the first time in 5 years. Driving by myself across the country was not only boring but I was able to reflect on a lot of things. I made the 2600 mile journey by myself in about 78 hours. Stopping only for gas! I would eat only once a day and that was at the end of the day before I would go to sleep in my car. When I arrived back home in Saginaw for on the 3rd of July, all I wanted was a burger a brew and a shower! =)

When I drove back to Washington I made a pit stop off and picked up the newest member of my family, Faith. She is a sable German Shepherd that is nothing but piss and vinegar but everything that Ruger is not. Ruger is the protective guy in the house a loner, and only comes to you when he is hungry or wants his butt scratched. Faith on the other hand, is my little cuddle bug. Yeah, she snores, farts, and takes up the whole bed, but when she looks into your eyes, at least for me, it shows that she not only cares but has nothing but love in her heart. A heart that seems to be full of destruction.

When living in the shed, she destroyed everything. She had to be kenneled up when I was at work because she just couldnt be trusted. One day I had her out on her harness and she chewed through it and made it into the chicken coop and ended up killing three chickens. I am guessing she thought they were giant play toys that moved around. Either way after replacing such chickens I made it known to Gavin that I was thankful for his love and his hospitality when a person was at the lowest of their low and moved into a co-workers garage. (Yeah I know, a freaking upgrade!) While there I was able to pay on my debt and also be closer to work. Only driving a half hour to 45 minutes to work instead of the 1 hr or 1 1/2 hours to work. I was yelled at because I wouldnt eat dinner with my co-worker and his family and I would keep to myself. That is just me though. I am an introvert!

A week before my moving, I was in contact with a beautiful soul from Colfax who was in the process of competing for the Miss Washington Title. I asked her if she would be willing to be my model for the trip to the Colfax abandoned hospital of St. Ignatius. About two weeks before our meeting, she wont the title of Miss Washington and still honored our deal of working together. You see, when a woman wins the crown of such a title, they have obligations that they have to fulfill and I honestly didnt know if she would be able to or even wanted to work with me still. Either way, we met up, and Lorien was not only the most beautiful woman there, but she said she wanted to work with me even though there were other photographers there. I felt so honored to be around such beauty. While working together, even though I was just struggling … I mean just STRUGGLING… to the point where I had a panic attack and excused myself to cry, she still showed me love and affection and well being. Now if that isnt the defination of a crown wearing woman, then I dont know what is! Since that day, I have attempted to contact her as much as possible and the weird thing is, she always keeps responding back. I dont know if I am the lost puppy and she is being nice, or I am actually good enough in her eyes. Either way, I HONOR her and CHERISH her still to this day. Lorien and I still talk to this day and she has been my shoulder in hard times, she has been my voice of reason, and most of all, she has been a friend that I love with all my heart. You will hear more about Lorien when it comes to the Christmas time.

So after living at my co-workers garage for a few months, I decided I cant do this anymore. I need to get out on my own. I am not a looking to be a charity case, but just a man that was down on his luck for a period of time. During the time of living with Gavin and my co-worker, I paid off over 36k in debt! I am now able to have my head above water when it comes to debt. Yeah I went without for a year, but my fur family always came first. They ate daily… I didnt because I knew why I was going without they wouldnt know. I would give my family everything while I would suffer in silence.

So December rolls around and I finally found a place to live at. A place where I finally call my own. One that would accept German Shepherds and my jerk of a cat. I had those same co-workers come out and help me move and I paid them in pizza and beer, but also in love and devotion from a guy that was so broken that turned his life around with a goal and succeed in such goal knowing that it would take a marathon not a sprint to get there. A few days before Christmas, Lorien and I were talking and she asked what I was doing for Christmas. I said because Christmas is a family holiday and since I dont have a family, I will be spending the time with just my fur kids and calling it a day. She ended up contacting her older sister and she had me over their house in Liberty Lake for Christmas. I havent felt so welcomed in all my life. To where the members of their family cared to what I had to say, didnt have to sit at the kiddie table, I felt appreciated for once in my life. Like I was valued! I was actually given presents as well! I mean my own family didnt give me anything! That day made me feel so alive! Lorien showed up for a few minutes and seeing her I felt ontop of the world and also so thankful as well. To have some lowly person like me be lifted up to feel like I was special. The night ended with lots of laughs and lots of hugs and blessings.

New Years came around a week later and I sat at home and went to bed at 2030. Yeah… a huge party animal here =)

So that is what 2021 brought me. It showed me that when you are down and out, you can still pull yourself up with help. It might have to have you drop your pride in order to do such a thing. Asking for help is not a sign of weakness, it is a sign of strength. Knowing that you need to get by, as Joe Cocker said, “With a little help from my friends.”

2022— I have goals. I have the goals to be better than what I was the day before but not as good as what I will be tomorrow. I will still continue to look up to the sky and give glory to God, my Father, for each day I continue to see. Like Lorien always tells me, and I am starting to believe if… I am worth it. I am worthy of love, friendship, and to be treated with love and respect.

Life after a Deployment

Wow, I have been home now for a whole month and I have never felt so relieved to be back.

In the short time that I have been back, I have been trying to keep myself busy with my two fur babies : Ruger James, a German Shepherd, and Lundy Loo, my long haired cat. They have been my comfort since all my personal issues came about and they are the ones that keep me going. Besides my faith in God.

I have had some difficult times with mental health since being back and I am proud to say that getting the professional help is the one thing I needed most in my life. Knowing that troubles will always be there, it’s how you deal with them in a positive way that will make your life in a much better spot.

I am not here to talk about mental health, I am just saying that if you are having mental health issues, please seek the trained professionals out there! If you’re military, and you have mental health issues, your security clearance will not be affected at all!

So far, I had one really “knock it out of the park” session since I have been home. I have been following Miss Nicole for a number of years on Instagram. We have been in contact during my deployment, and when we finally narrowed down a date and time, I had to ask my good friend Lisa Pipella to help me out with this session. Not only is Lisa a great photographer herself that now has been published in 10 magazines, but she helped me being a lighting assistant which helped me out immensely!

With Wolfgram Photography, not only are you treated like a movie star, but you get images that look like one too!

New Year... New You... New Me

First and foremost, HAPPY NEW YEAR! Yeah, I am a little late, but I have an excuse! You see, I am writing this post while I am deployed in the Middle East! I have been here since August and it looks like my return to the Spokane area will be early spring! While I have been away, I have been doing my main job of working for our great country and in my spare time, reading books not just for enjoyment, but self help to find out how to break the mold that was “me.”

You see, in 2020, like the majority of our area, was full of hardship. I wont get into the details, but while on this deployment I have been wanting to do a personal change so in order to do that, I had to do a lot of soul searching. I have picked up books on meditation, daily Christian devotionals, and other self-help books. To better serve you, my clients, I have to first serve myself! Something that I have been neglecting for some time now!

2021 is now here, and my time to come home is just a few short months away! I look forward to seeing all your bright smiling faces and hear the stories that I have missed while I have been away. I look forward to meeting new friends and building those friendships to make them feel like family. I am also looking forward to seeing my German Shepherd, Ruger, and my jerk of a cat, Lundy. He really isn’t a jerk, he just hates being bothered when he sleeps and I love picking him up and trying to cuddle with him. These two fur babies are my life right now and they eagerly await my return.

Finally, I am wanting to wish you all a happy New Year again. I can’t wait to get home and create some magical portraits for you and your family!

COVID-19 Update and the Vision of How to Serve You Better

Spokane Washington and the surrounding areas,

I first want to say to wish you and your families the best during these uncertain times. As a man of faith, I hope that God blesses you all with good health to your family and friends here and far. COVID-19 has thrown a wrench into a well working machine called life. This virus has claimed the lives of thousands in this country and I want you to know that your health is the main concern of mine. I refuse to put anyone in danger and the people you love to be a victim of this virus and that is why I am putting my services on hold until this travel ban and social distancing is lifted. As bad as I want to photograph every single one of my prospective clients, I just don’t want to see anyone getting sick. During these times, I have seen what Spokane and the surrounding areas has done to help combat the hard times. I have seen our health care workers go above and beyond the call of duty to help save the lives of the ones in our community. I have see our first responders risk not only their lives but their families to help protect our neighborhoods. We, the community, have donated food, clothing and money to help the ones that are less fortunate. I have seen younger people don masks to help out the elderly get food and water so they can stay safe. We, as Americans, have banded together to help out everyone. I have witnessed the good in the area! I have been blessed to live in this community and the community is blessed to have these people who have risked their lives to help out others.

Now this is where I come and tell you my plans for Wolfgram Photography. Now until the end of 2020, I am going to be marking down all total bills 25%! For the first responders and medical career fields it will be 35% off. This is just a small token of what I can do to say thank you to each and every single one of you in our community! As some of you know, I believe in the power of print. No family history ever started off with swiping right or left on a tablet or phone. Why have your family history get lost on social media when you should have it proudly on display in your home! Have your future senior be immortalized in a coffee table book. Have any room in your house have a center attraction by a piece of wall art of your whole family proudly displayed. Giving a discount for EVERYONE gives everyone a chance, no matter what economic status you are, a way to capture the moments of your family’s growth. With the celebration of a member of your family growing up and graduating high school, or the addition of a new son or daughter-in-law into your family. These are moments that should be proudly displayed! I have decided that if you cherish the images that I can help create, and you have a hard time paying for such memories, have no fear… I will offer payment options to you and your family. I believe that everyone should have heirloom quality artwork that can be passed on from generation to generation.

My vision of Wolfgram Photography is to be Spokane’s premier family and senior photographer. I already treat my clients with the upmost respect, but I want to be better! I am no longer going to see people as “clients” but to see them as what they truly are: family! We are all family members in God’s eyes and I will treat you like family. Bringing water and soda to a session. Cookies, sandwiches or other small treats so that when there is a break in the action of photographing, I want to have my family happy and fed and well taken care of. My vision is to be better and this is just a small step to getting being that way.

Spokane and the surrounding areas… I am here to serve you during these difficult times. Until this health scare passes, I want you to know that I will be here for each and every single one of you. God bless you and your families. Thank you for what you are doing and thank you for reading this blog post and the possible consideration of using me and my services.

-Mike

The thoughts that enter my mind when I click the shutter

Just a little story of what I feel when I take portraits of clients.

When a photographer hits the shutter button it isn’t just capturing someone's picture. It is a moment of a person's youth, or a moment of a family legacy is captured. It creates a bond with the client and photographer knowing that the photographer has the clients best interests at hand.

When I bring my images into my computer and do the editing (take out distracting objects and remove stray hairs and get rid of the pesky pimples that form up over night) I work my butt off with the skills I have learned with the years of experience to make the client look their best. To edit an image that would look it's best in a certain room of their house so that when the light hits it a certain way the client is transported back to the day and moment that it was captured and think of the awesome experience they had with me.

When years down the road come, and the client looks at the image and watch how they have grown or expanded in size in the number of family members they have captured a timeline of their family history. Something their kids will be proud of to know that their parents saw an investment opportunity and they took it.

Being a photographer has to be one of the most amazing jobs I have had because I am not just creating art. I am helping create a family history that is constantly in the making.

This is the one of the many feelings I get when I click the shutter button on my camera.

Cosplay

Never in my life, would I have thought that I would have enjoyed such a session like this. As you look below, you see images from a creative session that I did with two local sisters from the local Spokane area. These two ladies, are passionate about what they do! Some costumes that they dress in can take up to three hours to get just the makeup done, and then another 2 putting the costume on! Talk about dedication!!

Kyra and Alyssa are dressed as Fred and George Weasley in the Harry Potter series. They said that when they were getting ready they never had professional photos taken of them together when they are dressed as their characters. Alyssa, the younger of the sisters, said that “… we normally just set up a cell phone and put the timer on and called it good. Never would I have thought that all the attention was on us and what we wanted to do. It felt weird at first having someone taking the time out to help us out, because it was always us two trying to make the images look good. These images turned out better than what we could imagine.”

Finding the right photographer to bring your dreams to reality is what it is all about!